Me, a little round of dirt,
Wet earth, cradled,
In her hand,
Plucked from a crib of
Soil,
Made up with
sheets of lichen, and
pillows of moss,
From which I left a shape
As perfect: a shadow.
She held me to her heart, then,
That which I heard, but with no ears,
Remembered as the soft drum of
Skin, pulled tight against butter-fly-ribs.
She, lit by the moon, dewy, star-like,
had me there, In her gaze,
And I, unable to return it,
Stared, dumbly, into her ox-eyes.
And so soon did she,
out of grace, bring me to
Abalone lips, from which
Issued the sweet stream of
Heaven-sent speech
That I could not understand,
But pined to, regardless.
So shortly back to my nursery
did she lower me, pregnant
with something,
Where I slept, dreamless, unstirring,
For forty weeks,
and she, in my whilsting, on winged feet,
Came to, and, with silver spoons,
Fed me otter-fat, and peach-juice,
And pomegranate-seed,
Until I awoke, draped in the gossamer,
Silvery rays of a full moon:
A young boy! the spitting image
of the Woman, who,
Looking down, From on-high,
Smiled to
Break the Sun
Into the pitched sky.
Wet earth, cradled,
In her hand,
Plucked from a crib of
Soil,
Made up with
sheets of lichen, and
pillows of moss,
From which I left a shape
As perfect: a shadow.
She held me to her heart, then,
That which I heard, but with no ears,
Remembered as the soft drum of
Skin, pulled tight against butter-fly-ribs.
She, lit by the moon, dewy, star-like,
had me there, In her gaze,
And I, unable to return it,
Stared, dumbly, into her ox-eyes.
And so soon did she,
out of grace, bring me to
Abalone lips, from which
Issued the sweet stream of
Heaven-sent speech
That I could not understand,
But pined to, regardless.
So shortly back to my nursery
did she lower me, pregnant
with something,
Where I slept, dreamless, unstirring,
For forty weeks,
and she, in my whilsting, on winged feet,
Came to, and, with silver spoons,
Fed me otter-fat, and peach-juice,
And pomegranate-seed,
Until I awoke, draped in the gossamer,
Silvery rays of a full moon:
A young boy! the spitting image
of the Woman, who,
Looking down, From on-high,
Smiled to
Break the Sun
Into the pitched sky.
Once, you had me, and I haven't had
The sense to ask again for a like
Blessing; that scene now seems wild, strange, not where
You, with your silvery bow, and aim so fine,
Had me struck with that pale fire, and I
Not yet used to that kind, yours, light-bearer,
Sat stupid, buck-eyed, daring no breath, but to
Run. When you, out of some pity, or regret, placed
Warmth on the length of my neck and
Curled your fingers round it, and looked at me
In a way not thought possible to lowliness such as myself,
hoofed and heavy-hearted; there twofold did you show me
the opposite of suffering, when that heavenly lance you issued,
Took back, so kindly, from my heaving breast.
As I departed, as my lot, swiftly, you stayed, watched, and I
Thought it true, then, that there were no mysteries anymore.
What's left out of
Arachne's charge
Conveniently,
admittedly,
Is that the companion,
Or, more fittingly,
The conspirator of her hubris
Was a machine made by that
Limp God who
To this day,
Even in his age,
fears the outside of
His temnos: that firey,
Imposing Massif, obviously not a
Compensation;
No, daring even
The suggestion is
An inadmissable
Aspersion; but there is a saying about
Rumors.
No, because it is one thing to have
Woven a tale about the hubris of
A woman,
A mightly, verily talented one, surely,
And another to Have it unthinkingly made,
By a thing, a jilted lovers
Kind gift,
The unthinking hand,
The dividend, or yield of
Occult designs
Bespoke to mock the one
To which she owed everything.
The sense to ask again for a like
Blessing; that scene now seems wild, strange, not where
You, with your silvery bow, and aim so fine,
Had me struck with that pale fire, and I
Not yet used to that kind, yours, light-bearer,
Sat stupid, buck-eyed, daring no breath, but to
Run. When you, out of some pity, or regret, placed
Warmth on the length of my neck and
Curled your fingers round it, and looked at me
In a way not thought possible to lowliness such as myself,
hoofed and heavy-hearted; there twofold did you show me
the opposite of suffering, when that heavenly lance you issued,
Took back, so kindly, from my heaving breast.
As I departed, as my lot, swiftly, you stayed, watched, and I
Thought it true, then, that there were no mysteries anymore.
What's left out of
Arachne's charge
Conveniently,
admittedly,
Is that the companion,
Or, more fittingly,
The conspirator of her hubris
Was a machine made by that
Limp God who
To this day,
Even in his age,
fears the outside of
His temnos: that firey,
Imposing Massif, obviously not a
Compensation;
No, daring even
The suggestion is
An inadmissable
Aspersion; but there is a saying about
Rumors.
No, because it is one thing to have
Woven a tale about the hubris of
A woman,
A mightly, verily talented one, surely,
And another to Have it unthinkingly made,
By a thing, a jilted lovers
Kind gift,
The unthinking hand,
The dividend, or yield of
Occult designs
Bespoke to mock the one
To which she owed everything.
What she did understand were not things
That shy'd from light, nor cared to hide
From beginners mind or learned alike;
So told them, in whisper, but only to
The kind that had it in them to listen:
That past and future, so numbered,
Went on their ways in lengths that
That were not so easy to grasp,
That they had lighted distant shores
So far, that the sun, in all his glory,
Could not dare to reach even a grain
With his soft amber hands, as many
As he had, innumerable, or gaze
Upon the seas that they banked,
Darkly, then, those waters known,
That had no need for the
pride of vulgar brilliance.
So she said, sweet blue-eyed winged-angel
Of shade, fine woman of never-ending
Sleep; And some agreed, saw fit, and
Continued their way, further, into the
Pit of the world, tracing names they
Already thought unfamiliar into the
Wet slate walls slick with
Human spirit, happy to think
That their time was certainly set.
But some discontent few balked, deplored
The charity of the fair Lady, said
That she could never be so wrong as
Now.
"How could it be, for I see no course
That the world could take that would
Not exhaust it, as a body feels the cool
Rush of sweat and tire even after only a
Little while at work: and for what I know,
The man's lot, as good as it is, has not
The kind of providence as the Garden."
He was small, hoary with the impression
Of a great many mornings and evenings,
Like a babes hair after a while in the daylight,
And though his words rang through the
Nave, his eyes betrayed less certainty.
And so she took the stragglers by
Their boyish wrists, delicate, worn
Like stone, and brought them close,
And her breath smelled like Rosemary,
And her skin that the color of olive
Barks, and her look, my God,
Should any of us be so lucky,
And her voice, no great difference from
The smooth rill that lapped the ground,
Took them to a bed of memory, where she
Said thus:
"Whoever said
That the course of
Moment obeyed strictly
The sense that man has, of
One second to the next?
Each thing has occurred
As many times as
There could be,
And so will
Everything
Else."
In the night,
Ringed-tails and beady eyes,
Little things that flit
To-and-fro,
Holding on to
Dear life
With the clutches of
Curled feet and
Hands just the same;
Chittering scoundrels,
Warbling rascals,
Impossible to catch by
Lamp or swiftness of
Reach,
And they love to let you know,
Not like you could really
Do
Anything with them
Once had:
But that the thought of
Capture entices a game that
Has many willing interests,
Those same speckled hearts that,
Once dawn breaks,
Beat at the pulse of the
Soft rays making their expedience
Across the valley,
Where,
Just before they,
That intractable, marching
Battalion of Helion's Finest Boys
Makes way into the
Boughed boroughs
Of the cloyster of
Conspirators, dewy with
The thought of
Getting away with it
Once again, and
So they do:
Take flight into the
Lavender sky.
It's easy to imagine them,
All fresh and terrified,
Wishing for just another
Respite,
Clapperclawing that
Impossible child of
A pursued woman,
Wishing that wretched
Python had known
To swim,
Suddenly
Coming to find
their flight
Quite a joy;
An impossible feat
Made all the more a racket
By the sheer speed at which
They could pace the
Trying legion of
Red-faced Cossacks,
And they,
The cloaked sorcerers of
Moon-time,
A bow-wielders fry,
Nipping at her heels as she
Barefoots through the
Weeping coppice,
Teary from the long
Day,
Find it quite nice,
And so become
brothers in arms,
All bound up,
Hand in hand,
Until the last footstep of those
Bouncing, brocaded babes
Empties into nothing,
Where they,
Dear devils,
All smiles and good humor,
Again descend,
So carefully,
Into favorite nooks under favorite branches,
Pirouetting into place,
All dance,
grace and gratitude,
To do nothing but sit and
Watch.
You picked the
Biggest of the bunch--
A real jewel of a thing--
And crushed it so it ran red
Through your sweet fingers;
And I thought of nothing.
Those that weep in the sky,
Pins of prickling brightness,
Pity them in having their
no choice; when man
Rails against his fates,
I think that,
Even if it were possible,
To think as much, to feel
An anger that I wanted,
My God,
What a feeling.
Oh,
Stream of heavenly water, pallid, moon-soft
Mother of man, celestial sire,
From rib of your father, yet clay
All the same; Who could
Maintain, say, that you were
Deceived, tricked, led astray
By soft forked tongue and
Words surely so sweet?
I know not a voice as such:
That to move your kindness
Unwilling, unwitting.
So your secret, dear thing, doe-eyed,
Not mine to tell, but
Know as just, as you did
Then.
A while ago you used a word
Against your brother.
And it Certainly was a good word,
One that was made to declare a kind of
Rule, nameless and foreign, a habit your
Children abhor, yet, perforce,
Wear to the very day.
So I thought a humor, or maybe grace, then,
In finding you there, all alone, your
nose bent across your face, glassy-eyed,
Sinuous featured, shapeshifter,
Hunch-backed, not so tall nor
Mighty, not as memory served
You to mine, no, but the difficulty,
Like things harsher, remember, was forgiven.
For a little red mark, right
In the center of your forehead,
Unmistakable, like a flash in my eye,
Betrayed you, which, for your kind,
Ought to sting, salty, irony, but should
not be unfamiliar with.
You were changed, no doubt,
But unmistakable.
What a turn of chance:
And I did not balk.
Through your affect of Inverness
Heavy-handed petting and strangerly affection,
A good act, a pale and cold
Assumption of forgetting,
Which was funny, because I could have sworn
I didn’t look all that different.
The exchange was brief,
Tense and stingy, with economy
Only brothers have, or did,
And then, like before, you were off,
Breathing down some barfly’s neck;
But with expedience comes the
Sensation that there was more than let on.
Good try.
At the end of the night, then,
leaving you, still sitting there, for who knows
How long, longer,
In a little box of dark wood,
Pints and
Pithy half-memories of always the day before,
Grudging tolerance of townies, tourists, tweakers,
Was no affront, no great pain, because it was always
What you wanted, and it should be so true that
Some men get what they like.
The sunset of my memory bathes nothing in warm empty light.
I saw the night
Sky in your
Eyes,
All
Big-round-
Sweet-warm things
That were heavy with
The teary dew of as many stars as you
Could count, and I know you’re good
At counting.
You put my legs
On top of yours, and pulled
Me
In—
What was I but
Clay in your hands—
Closer than I thought,
Was comfortable with;
And for how long our bodies
Knew each other, I very much
Just didn’t want to feel the pain of
Want, then.
But you had me, and I sat,
Listened:
A year younger in time,
Older than dirt now, that sandy small Vessel of yours,
Crazy-hair'd-crucible, flecked with
Rose gold, all of you overflowing with
Your mother’s mother’s mother’s mother’s…
And you said to me, remember:
“You aren’t special.”
I knew you were right. Always have been.
Always will be.
Had he stolen fire enough
The same she did, splitting as
Though a sea: the great crown of
Her father, king of kings,
Had he, like her, had some heart
Like her, with handfuls of heat,
Starlike, ablaze, came to us
To deliver a kind of
blessing; Call it cunning, sure,
Or at least shrewd,
To have never to answer
To the unrepentant hand of that kind of stormy man.
No,
Would he not suffer, bounded
To beak, nor stone, slave to him,
Nor would he be taken with,
Blankly staring into the
Night, of the thought that those little
Devils
Knew already of his great gift,
and that, hard to doubt
In them, invisible, yes
Impossible, something that
Had an appalling splendor
And certainly burned
brighter.
Like the tear striking hot across my cheek,
So was I aspersed to rot, stinking meat,
My God! The earth, the things there,
Putrefying her flesh,
Multiform and manifold; no, my
Fine mind did not afford to forms, remembrance, nor learning:
The hideous, leggy and small,
And some green, some fleshy,
Draped in furs and other terrible alms, yet
World-weary all the same, assailed by stars
Less caring than inauspicious, I should
Certainly know.
Yes, they have their yokes,
Driven round the coil, flogged, yearning,
Yes, despicable, wretch-like,
Made up of refuse, reworked clay;
Yes, even they to their toil,
Bless them,
(Could you even call it a suffering
If the thing could barely feel, through
Rough appendages, milky eyes, thick,
Swarthy skin?)
But regardless,
Excuse my meanness,
Whatever they call it,
By my heavenly tongue a word the likes
Unheard, certainly they
Won't ever know, as I barely I do,
Even I! In all my highness,
That highness of a
Pain that still, to this day, the
Mere mention of, the vauge impression of
Animal thought, for them,
Strikes fear
Into the skittish hearts
of even their most wont and wan, a
Word that goes like:
Betrayal that you did nothing to,
Could have done nothing to,
Design, deny,
or hope to struggle
Against.
And as he lay on damp ground,
A ghost come round, thinly,
His body touched with rot,
He had a memory, lit like a
Lantern through the weave of
His palm,
Of a weeping mother and her consort,
Though not unfamiliar to him, either,
And he thought, as water wept from cavern walls,
"Oh, pity them"
And slept forever.
Then he awoke,
Rolled the tombstone from his chamber,
Slow steps out the mouth of
Sleep, his eyes, gentle and raw,
Tear in the catching of the
Sun,
Lighting a Galelian sea, whose
Little tawny bodies moved
Just as wind on similar
Waters.
And His chest churned with them, at the sight of
Their skinny hands holding the sky,
But he looked closer, doubted, and
saw them have the Earth,
Hurl her at those eagle-eyed galea-bearers,
And despaired;
So he came to them all resolve, bare feet burning the sand,
Climbed high on a ledge, weak and parched,
And gave to them with his sweet low voice:
"My children, forgiveness...'
As a kind stone, flown from the passion and sinewy arm
of a caring man,
came between the Rabbi's eyes
and shore him in two.
We wandered
Out that dank,
Dark mouth of the world,
Her boughed lips of
Honey-leafed ivy,
Bramble,
and Huckleberry,
All dressed in the
Fineness of
Midday sun.
And I had you,
Had you sewn into the
Seam of the song I strung
Carefully, so as to not look back
Once,
At your freshness, sweeter than
Spring,
Which still hung round my
Head like any good laurel of
Great effort
Should.
But somewhere,
In the worry,
Or the excitement of
Having won,
I forgot to keep count.
Forgive me:
I could not bear the thought of
Things that I have
No want
To say.
So, maybe,
You, still shadow,
Silent,
Unspeaking,
Follow me round,
(At least I hope)
With hands not to rough,
Ageless,
And to never falter with
Voice, just for you.
So a few times we have
Come to where
We were, that day, the
First,
And, surely,
the sun
Still looks the
Same.
The boy looked up at her,
With big eyes that were furrowed,
Intentionally, in exaggeration,
To show that he meant business; was
Tough and
Not to be made a friend
Or fool
Of,
All in response to the sweetly rhymed question of
Where did you come from?
And the boy, just before, had said:
"Don't know",
And resolved to show how much he didn't care
By shoving his little face in-between his
Elwbows, arms crossed
On his tiny knees, brown and red
From dirt and bramble-scratch,
Already brought up to his chin that,
Thank God for hiding,
Quivered slightly like the
Oak leaves all twisted up
Just above.
She tossed his hair gently,
Smiled,
And said nothing,
But knew that the boy had
Needed her for quite a long time,
And had already made up her mind
Long before he was born as
This runt
To make sure she did:
And the fear was no more in him,
Something he did not understand,
And she held out a hand that,
I swear,
If you looked close enough,
You could see right through to the
Mossy floor,
And he took it without thinking,
Without regret,
And for a brief moment
Remembered.
He cut his teeth (and
On occasion the odd shin) on
Those little gravel roads that
Took the tall grass fields out
To the city that bloomed in
The hazy West.
The bike was steel, drop-barred
And v-braked, twenty-sixer that
Was a hand-me-down of a hand-me-down,
Riding smooth wasn't in it's
Country vernacular, but between
Clever gear ratios and well-ordering of
Playful tinkering, it certainly was
No slouch. And he would take it
To the crown of the world, out there
A hill, rolling and soft, but to his
Boyishness, already eclipsed by
Dancing flaxen flowers not uncommon
Out there, it was, perhaps,
A grand scary.
Each time was a challenge to outdo the
Memory of the time before, and the
Memory's memory of the time before, the
Little ghost that bowed his head just
The same to help the wind wick over
Him, and faster did they all go, in tow,
A train of spirits all over the mound,
He lost in the sea of impression,
Until one day he was certainly the fastest,
And the bike could do nothing more to
Offer it's way, but it didn't matter,
Because the hope was already in him,
And he resolved that there was no
Greater nobility.
No boy his age ought to be tortured
Sitting under gamble-oaks, trapped in
Contemplation of each passing moment,
Painful to think that each rumination on
The passing was
A waste of another second: but the world,
Bless her, has her toys,
Or trials, experiments, and ought-ness
Means only a bit to the mother of obligation,
So he was tortured, and wept softly
Into starry-night pillowcases in the
Young morning over death that had
Yet to come, and would not come
For very long. But to him
Inevitability was curse enough.
And so he became, though he wished not to,
Begrudgingly taken in the current, pissed
At the growing pains, and took no
Currency from the affording of
Higher pleasures. His frame soon
Came molded to motorcycle fuel tanks,
And the little hill but a warm vagueness,
And the gravel roads interstates of
Painful recollection that he spurned, and so to
Highways, rights of passage
Up and down western slope peaks
And triple digit speeds haunting regardless,
Did he take to wrap the glowing corpse of a
Missed childhood. Not enough, certainly, not
Yet.
A long while later, a whirlwind of
Rearrangement, and the world was
Unrecognizable: man had his
Claim in the stars, and looked well
Beyond to dull, dead rocks that
Promised some sort of raw wealth; hubris
Knows no bounds, and history
Only repeats itself if
You know it.
But he was the lucky few, a
Captain, the product of incredible effort:
Silent nights, loveless afternoons
Crammed in a g-force simulators or
Library cubicles, confines of
Greater aspirations; the bike sought
Dust, and so dust found it, and it
Seemed fitting. But he made it at
a cost useless to think about, and the
Reward was not distance from
Her great trials, but the chance to
Have it all come to a stillness that he
Had craved since the dawn of his
Memory broke over the east.
So there he was,
Captain light-year, alone in a
Thing that resembled no human effort
To ever come before, a star caught in a
Jar of polyceramic-something, whatever,
He wasn't a materials guy, but there he
Was, and the itching in his hands wouldn't
Go, and the ground control encouraged
Restraint, just a little, before full throttle,
But he couldn't help himself:
How could you expect him to, with all
His history? Poor devil, they thought, as
The thing caught up to the light that
Had robbed him, kept him prisoner,
But to him, finally,
Eye to eye,
There it was:
.
And as the first left its tomb,
Raced towards the sunset at a pace that left the roar of its own
Raging flight breathless behind,
As it kissed the long spindly fingers
Of ticker-tape pulses of enemy sonar,
And shone star-like on blinking backlit monitors,
Between demands for action and the prickling,
Electric air
of fear,
Nothing was said,
Nothing was done,
And staid that way till the thing
Birthed a sun, the first, in the middle of Brooklyn,
And though he knew no hope for them,
Too late by even the second before it woke,
Maybe he could afford it,
Pay it forward,
By a turned cheek,
And silence,
…
Wandering spirit, son of
Heelers, horse breakers,
Semiphores and rhythm, schooners,
Brig-bared, thatch-dweller-were,
Coventry's youth, boy,
Child of husbanders and
Magistrates, hawk-nosed
Palatines, grey-skinned stone-
speaking dogs,
Oh, young
boy, too much of it, youth,
In that youth, having it stain your
Hound-mouth hung high, great toothy
Smile,
So you had higher humor, and
You had, by memory-played
strings, dull
And amber, caster of shadows, locket-languishing
Haunt of homeland, now known to be
Made to hang from
Telephone poles tacked to
Castle'd buttes colored in tongues
Somewhere new, and men there
Having had their skin made from the
Same red soil as the spells speaking
They to you.
Oh son, hinterland orphan,
To see you now, fondness in
My chest that runs warm,
And know no main could certainly
Rob that sweetly from my heart,
Yours to mine, and have remembrance
Be swept by chilling course of wavering
Heights, but in doubt does my certainty
Become salt-choked, loured
With foam, and so
Do I hesitate, and hold uncertainty a
Sweetness in the tongue that
Tears leap out:
Has your stranger habit robbed you of
Your fonder nature? Better to have it
Bound up tight, no greater surprise to
Savages, but
I look to your
Eyes, and see cloudiness, though they
Kin as those that
Cling tight to the crest of shore
Beaters, here now colored by
A kind of light, and the beaming ray
Of newfound spirit, and though
They as mine, that they have their
Share of fine touch, to you is a kind of
Paleness that draws close,
Arrests,
Reeks
on its breath
candied air, testament to
Those airs, unkempt and dark, turning
Winds that tear cross great seas of
weed, grass and beasts like hummocks of
Muscle and horn, and no,
They to not often take, no,
but willingly had.
Oh, right, I was just here:
Oh, I was just right, here
Oh, here was just I right,
Here, oh, was just right, I,
Here right was just, I, oh,
I, here, oh, was just right,
Just here was right, oh I,
Here just was right, oh, I,
Right here just was, oh I,
Just right was here, oh I,
Right, here, was just, oh I.
Her body was wrapped in plastic by the shore,
And, to wit, I could have sworn that I had just
Been here before: knew that she, at this end the
World would come, rise up, refulgent,
Like that mourn star, or the closer sun, and
Sing something to sing awful, and awfully, and the world, willingly,
would
Cease to be. And so darkness cloud my vision,
And the reeking stench the ocean wrap’d my throat up
In memory that yet to pass,
And a sea bird come and spread its wing darkly,
As that sail hung tattered from yielding fir, just as
I could have sworn I was just here, and her body…
What were once dream,
Subtle, faint and star-shaped
hazily in that of yours,
Of kind,
Disposed as similar, but
Quietly were they, and
As proof by your curled lips,
Were it preffered, did it
Stand to reason that were tender
Wonders, wonder wordless, and
Were it but a moment
No matter, for the dreamer
A good proof that it was,
And so then enough, so then
For gentleness, and furrowed
Brow regardless, that
Were the dream anything else,
Somehow, senselessly, that it
Could be had in the way wanted,
And only the simple matter of
Learning, patience against
Standstill silvers and trembling
Tide, could it
Always be as much.
What surprise he might've known
But didn't; despite a mind
Made of the same stuff that shone
Terribly bright in the further
Kind he looked upon when the
Day to her bed, rosy and overgrown, and
Her boy, with no tanness, no
Evidence of days spent in midday
Toil, no freckle or kiss of vulgar color,
Sable in the sky as he is, sit still and
Scowl at the rougher type, those things
Made to be bound to the stinking
Soil of sows and heifers and sires,
Yes, of the same type that flickering
Flame of candle-lit waking, sublime
Sense, but of a proportion of smaller part
Than even the dankest corner of
The cobwebby thoughts of unsympathetic
Majestry, whose darkness, effortlessly, out shown any variety of that
Triumphant genius known as willingness.
No, nothing as much could've been had by
That tight frock of dark curl and skin giving
And smooth to be taken and made to
Bear by waters kind and flowing but
Certainly having, the thought that as he,
Adam, black mother and the still kind hour of the glossy reign of that diminutive sun, stood before
What assumed his familiarity, form not
Unlike ten fingers, and legs like the
Height of him to the hip, and wings all
Round to prefigure a sort of expectation,
That the thing that had brightness in him
To outdo the midday lady of giving,
Could have had envy as he did, garden
Keeper, a sanguine machine that breathed hotness and deference, and the succor
Of flower, fruit, vine, bower, and what this
Little man may not have had as those
More deserving did he make up for in
A kind of care, a word that to dare to
Speak an aspersion even in contemplation,
The thing that made of the morning
Star tears to run stinging and burn like iron on skin
From fire quickly to brand his
Fair cheek.
She was beautiful, and
Had many names from many
Kinds of people, all different and
Sweet, loving and fair in
Her ways: For as
Many to have her in mind
So did she recall faces, and
Forms, all as gracious as
Any before. But who
Would have guessed that
The kindness of her lot,
Someone afforded such
Blessing to be likeness to
Great variety, diffuse light
Herself shone upon and
reflected a world of real good-
ness, my God, what a feeling:
But who could have thought,
Certainly not I, nor you, or
Us, that to be it all is a kind
Of curse against being
Anything in particular?
Seems that the big fella forgot
That to afford choice,
Unparalled will, or parallel
To tendencies higher than
Even fanciful aspirations,
Is to find them accepting,
Having,
The babes,
Their swollen bellies
of a suffering
Supper that only
Begets itself,
And to dress themselves in
Malaria, flies, often
Grey, calloused eyes, and the
Thought, to
Have that be their
Preferred lot, of
Degree from
Adam and his
Poor sire, seems
A little
Mean.
Their language, once of
Streams and brooks and elms that
Hurried to the smooth breast of their
Little valleys, green and pretty, well
Manicured, and scenes of sunsets
And sunrises, now framed in some
Stuffy museum, now
Remembered, now only as those
Painted and remembered, but once
Where they had no other choice to
Be, not memory yet, but the place where
Their labor and toil were yet to be the
Nostalgia of a kind of noble mind
That had never known the
Postholing mud, nor the unquestionable
God in the flaxen hair of a great
Sleeping girl in the breeze,
Now words that had a newness to them,
The same words, the same specie of
Stone made to talk of great men and
Greater deeds, clanwiseness and
Kinhood, now silly and spoken in ways
Made to slur.
The weight of their hearts were weighed
And found to be much lighter: little wild
Beasts, not much of a surprise that the
Light of a field mouse to be proportional,
Though no less fine and noble a kind of
Kiss of reminding.
So was The Thought, then, that,
to the little ones,
what with their according divinity,
no less of Favor but lower by virtue,
closer to the soft breath of her heart,
so had their own kind of holiness.
Though too little too late was it known that
for them this garden of Rest was their higher paradise,
the willing work of a million billion Souls singing in step to
keep it as much, and
That they aspired to no greater heaven as
Those yoked souls cairned in clay did, who
Knew of a dim memory of Repose, and no
Toil, choice, or death, things the little ones
Did not mind nor fear, because they were content,
Those grateful ones, for their lot, and of humor,
Chose no foul temper.
This is what is meant by the meek shall inherit
I guess what is left.
And as man's son did kill death, sweetly, so did they,
but as though with kindness even
Greater than the greatest. They knew no fear,
And sought no higher court, no greater
Paradise, but did that yoked soul of
Higher reason and choice and toil,
Lacking the arms of all other angels,
But not their wit, took the deathless clay
And made it bend, unyielding and now unfamiliar,
towards the stars in a
Manner not unfamiliar to their Aspiration?
For only the joy of want to be
The enduring sturdiness of
Great simplicity,
So it was: a dreamer of
Broad leaves, and great
Height, blueness and bark, and the
Little things all around
That lived on it, and made
It, the dreamer, a home, of
Kindred spirits: They gratefully
To be in habit of a
Steady sleeper returned the
Favor by
Certainly being in waking
The gift of a memory that
Never faded.
And so each
Dream there was only the want
To be, and there it was being,
And never did the joy go
Anywhere else, nor
Did they, for a similar
Wont, so they the
Tree remained, and would
So long as the joy was had.
That shy'd from light, nor cared to hide
From beginners mind or learned alike;
So told them, in whisper, but only to
The kind that had it in them to listen:
That past and future, so numbered,
Went on their ways in lengths that
That were not so easy to grasp,
That they had lighted distant shores
So far, that the sun, in all his glory,
Could not dare to reach even a grain
With his soft amber hands, as many
As he had, innumerable, or gaze
Upon the seas that they banked,
Darkly, then, those waters known,
That had no need for the
pride of vulgar brilliance.
So she said, sweet blue-eyed winged-angel
Of shade, fine woman of never-ending
Sleep; And some agreed, saw fit, and
Continued their way, further, into the
Pit of the world, tracing names they
Already thought unfamiliar into the
Wet slate walls slick with
Human spirit, happy to think
That their time was certainly set.
But some discontent few balked, deplored
The charity of the fair Lady, said
That she could never be so wrong as
Now.
"How could it be, for I see no course
That the world could take that would
Not exhaust it, as a body feels the cool
Rush of sweat and tire even after only a
Little while at work: and for what I know,
The man's lot, as good as it is, has not
The kind of providence as the Garden."
He was small, hoary with the impression
Of a great many mornings and evenings,
Like a babes hair after a while in the daylight,
And though his words rang through the
Nave, his eyes betrayed less certainty.
And so she took the stragglers by
Their boyish wrists, delicate, worn
Like stone, and brought them close,
And her breath smelled like Rosemary,
And her skin that the color of olive
Barks, and her look, my God,
Should any of us be so lucky,
And her voice, no great difference from
The smooth rill that lapped the ground,
Took them to a bed of memory, where she
Said thus:
"Whoever said
That the course of
Moment obeyed strictly
The sense that man has, of
One second to the next?
Each thing has occurred
As many times as
There could be,
And so will
Everything
Else."
In the night,
Ringed-tails and beady eyes,
Little things that flit
To-and-fro,
Holding on to
Dear life
With the clutches of
Curled feet and
Hands just the same;
Chittering scoundrels,
Warbling rascals,
Impossible to catch by
Lamp or swiftness of
Reach,
And they love to let you know,
Not like you could really
Do
Anything with them
Once had:
But that the thought of
Capture entices a game that
Has many willing interests,
Those same speckled hearts that,
Once dawn breaks,
Beat at the pulse of the
Soft rays making their expedience
Across the valley,
Where,
Just before they,
That intractable, marching
Battalion of Helion's Finest Boys
Makes way into the
Boughed boroughs
Of the cloyster of
Conspirators, dewy with
The thought of
Getting away with it
Once again, and
So they do:
Take flight into the
Lavender sky.
It's easy to imagine them,
All fresh and terrified,
Wishing for just another
Respite,
Clapperclawing that
Impossible child of
A pursued woman,
Wishing that wretched
Python had known
To swim,
Suddenly
Coming to find
their flight
Quite a joy;
An impossible feat
Made all the more a racket
By the sheer speed at which
They could pace the
Trying legion of
Red-faced Cossacks,
And they,
The cloaked sorcerers of
Moon-time,
A bow-wielders fry,
Nipping at her heels as she
Barefoots through the
Weeping coppice,
Teary from the long
Day,
Find it quite nice,
And so become
brothers in arms,
All bound up,
Hand in hand,
Until the last footstep of those
Bouncing, brocaded babes
Empties into nothing,
Where they,
Dear devils,
All smiles and good humor,
Again descend,
So carefully,
Into favorite nooks under favorite branches,
Pirouetting into place,
All dance,
grace and gratitude,
To do nothing but sit and
Watch.
You picked the
Biggest of the bunch--
A real jewel of a thing--
And crushed it so it ran red
Through your sweet fingers;
And I thought of nothing.
Those that weep in the sky,
Pins of prickling brightness,
Pity them in having their
no choice; when man
Rails against his fates,
I think that,
Even if it were possible,
To think as much, to feel
An anger that I wanted,
My God,
What a feeling.
Oh,
Stream of heavenly water, pallid, moon-soft
Mother of man, celestial sire,
From rib of your father, yet clay
All the same; Who could
Maintain, say, that you were
Deceived, tricked, led astray
By soft forked tongue and
Words surely so sweet?
I know not a voice as such:
That to move your kindness
Unwilling, unwitting.
So your secret, dear thing, doe-eyed,
Not mine to tell, but
Know as just, as you did
Then.
A while ago you used a word
Against your brother.
And it Certainly was a good word,
One that was made to declare a kind of
Rule, nameless and foreign, a habit your
Children abhor, yet, perforce,
Wear to the very day.
So I thought a humor, or maybe grace, then,
In finding you there, all alone, your
nose bent across your face, glassy-eyed,
Sinuous featured, shapeshifter,
Hunch-backed, not so tall nor
Mighty, not as memory served
You to mine, no, but the difficulty,
Like things harsher, remember, was forgiven.
For a little red mark, right
In the center of your forehead,
Unmistakable, like a flash in my eye,
Betrayed you, which, for your kind,
Ought to sting, salty, irony, but should
not be unfamiliar with.
You were changed, no doubt,
But unmistakable.
What a turn of chance:
And I did not balk.
Through your affect of Inverness
Heavy-handed petting and strangerly affection,
A good act, a pale and cold
Assumption of forgetting,
Which was funny, because I could have sworn
I didn’t look all that different.
The exchange was brief,
Tense and stingy, with economy
Only brothers have, or did,
And then, like before, you were off,
Breathing down some barfly’s neck;
But with expedience comes the
Sensation that there was more than let on.
Good try.
At the end of the night, then,
leaving you, still sitting there, for who knows
How long, longer,
In a little box of dark wood,
Pints and
Pithy half-memories of always the day before,
Grudging tolerance of townies, tourists, tweakers,
Was no affront, no great pain, because it was always
What you wanted, and it should be so true that
Some men get what they like.
The sunset of my memory bathes nothing in warm empty light.
I saw the night
Sky in your
Eyes,
All
Big-round-
Sweet-warm things
That were heavy with
The teary dew of as many stars as you
Could count, and I know you’re good
At counting.
You put my legs
On top of yours, and pulled
Me
In—
What was I but
Clay in your hands—
Closer than I thought,
Was comfortable with;
And for how long our bodies
Knew each other, I very much
Just didn’t want to feel the pain of
Want, then.
But you had me, and I sat,
Listened:
A year younger in time,
Older than dirt now, that sandy small Vessel of yours,
Crazy-hair'd-crucible, flecked with
Rose gold, all of you overflowing with
Your mother’s mother’s mother’s mother’s…
And you said to me, remember:
“You aren’t special.”
I knew you were right. Always have been.
Always will be.
Had he stolen fire enough
The same she did, splitting as
Though a sea: the great crown of
Her father, king of kings,
Had he, like her, had some heart
Like her, with handfuls of heat,
Starlike, ablaze, came to us
To deliver a kind of
blessing; Call it cunning, sure,
Or at least shrewd,
To have never to answer
To the unrepentant hand of that kind of stormy man.
No,
Would he not suffer, bounded
To beak, nor stone, slave to him,
Nor would he be taken with,
Blankly staring into the
Night, of the thought that those little
Devils
Knew already of his great gift,
and that, hard to doubt
In them, invisible, yes
Impossible, something that
Had an appalling splendor
And certainly burned
brighter.
Like the tear striking hot across my cheek,
So was I aspersed to rot, stinking meat,
My God! The earth, the things there,
Putrefying her flesh,
Multiform and manifold; no, my
Fine mind did not afford to forms, remembrance, nor learning:
The hideous, leggy and small,
And some green, some fleshy,
Draped in furs and other terrible alms, yet
World-weary all the same, assailed by stars
Less caring than inauspicious, I should
Certainly know.
Yes, they have their yokes,
Driven round the coil, flogged, yearning,
Yes, despicable, wretch-like,
Made up of refuse, reworked clay;
Yes, even they to their toil,
Bless them,
(Could you even call it a suffering
If the thing could barely feel, through
Rough appendages, milky eyes, thick,
Swarthy skin?)
But regardless,
Excuse my meanness,
Whatever they call it,
By my heavenly tongue a word the likes
Unheard, certainly they
Won't ever know, as I barely I do,
Even I! In all my highness,
That highness of a
Pain that still, to this day, the
Mere mention of, the vauge impression of
Animal thought, for them,
Strikes fear
Into the skittish hearts
of even their most wont and wan, a
Word that goes like:
Betrayal that you did nothing to,
Could have done nothing to,
Design, deny,
or hope to struggle
Against.
And as he lay on damp ground,
A ghost come round, thinly,
His body touched with rot,
He had a memory, lit like a
Lantern through the weave of
His palm,
Of a weeping mother and her consort,
Though not unfamiliar to him, either,
And he thought, as water wept from cavern walls,
"Oh, pity them"
And slept forever.
Then he awoke,
Rolled the tombstone from his chamber,
Slow steps out the mouth of
Sleep, his eyes, gentle and raw,
Tear in the catching of the
Sun,
Lighting a Galelian sea, whose
Little tawny bodies moved
Just as wind on similar
Waters.
And His chest churned with them, at the sight of
Their skinny hands holding the sky,
But he looked closer, doubted, and
saw them have the Earth,
Hurl her at those eagle-eyed galea-bearers,
And despaired;
So he came to them all resolve, bare feet burning the sand,
Climbed high on a ledge, weak and parched,
And gave to them with his sweet low voice:
"My children, forgiveness...'
As a kind stone, flown from the passion and sinewy arm
of a caring man,
came between the Rabbi's eyes
and shore him in two.
We wandered
Out that dank,
Dark mouth of the world,
Her boughed lips of
Honey-leafed ivy,
Bramble,
and Huckleberry,
All dressed in the
Fineness of
Midday sun.
And I had you,
Had you sewn into the
Seam of the song I strung
Carefully, so as to not look back
Once,
At your freshness, sweeter than
Spring,
Which still hung round my
Head like any good laurel of
Great effort
Should.
But somewhere,
In the worry,
Or the excitement of
Having won,
I forgot to keep count.
Forgive me:
I could not bear the thought of
Things that I have
No want
To say.
So, maybe,
You, still shadow,
Silent,
Unspeaking,
Follow me round,
(At least I hope)
With hands not to rough,
Ageless,
And to never falter with
Voice, just for you.
So a few times we have
Come to where
We were, that day, the
First,
And, surely,
the sun
Still looks the
Same.
The boy looked up at her,
With big eyes that were furrowed,
Intentionally, in exaggeration,
To show that he meant business; was
Tough and
Not to be made a friend
Or fool
Of,
All in response to the sweetly rhymed question of
Where did you come from?
And the boy, just before, had said:
"Don't know",
And resolved to show how much he didn't care
By shoving his little face in-between his
Elwbows, arms crossed
On his tiny knees, brown and red
From dirt and bramble-scratch,
Already brought up to his chin that,
Thank God for hiding,
Quivered slightly like the
Oak leaves all twisted up
Just above.
She tossed his hair gently,
Smiled,
And said nothing,
But knew that the boy had
Needed her for quite a long time,
And had already made up her mind
Long before he was born as
This runt
To make sure she did:
And the fear was no more in him,
Something he did not understand,
And she held out a hand that,
I swear,
If you looked close enough,
You could see right through to the
Mossy floor,
And he took it without thinking,
Without regret,
And for a brief moment
Remembered.
He cut his teeth (and
On occasion the odd shin) on
Those little gravel roads that
Took the tall grass fields out
To the city that bloomed in
The hazy West.
The bike was steel, drop-barred
And v-braked, twenty-sixer that
Was a hand-me-down of a hand-me-down,
Riding smooth wasn't in it's
Country vernacular, but between
Clever gear ratios and well-ordering of
Playful tinkering, it certainly was
No slouch. And he would take it
To the crown of the world, out there
A hill, rolling and soft, but to his
Boyishness, already eclipsed by
Dancing flaxen flowers not uncommon
Out there, it was, perhaps,
A grand scary.
Each time was a challenge to outdo the
Memory of the time before, and the
Memory's memory of the time before, the
Little ghost that bowed his head just
The same to help the wind wick over
Him, and faster did they all go, in tow,
A train of spirits all over the mound,
He lost in the sea of impression,
Until one day he was certainly the fastest,
And the bike could do nothing more to
Offer it's way, but it didn't matter,
Because the hope was already in him,
And he resolved that there was no
Greater nobility.
No boy his age ought to be tortured
Sitting under gamble-oaks, trapped in
Contemplation of each passing moment,
Painful to think that each rumination on
The passing was
A waste of another second: but the world,
Bless her, has her toys,
Or trials, experiments, and ought-ness
Means only a bit to the mother of obligation,
So he was tortured, and wept softly
Into starry-night pillowcases in the
Young morning over death that had
Yet to come, and would not come
For very long. But to him
Inevitability was curse enough.
And so he became, though he wished not to,
Begrudgingly taken in the current, pissed
At the growing pains, and took no
Currency from the affording of
Higher pleasures. His frame soon
Came molded to motorcycle fuel tanks,
And the little hill but a warm vagueness,
And the gravel roads interstates of
Painful recollection that he spurned, and so to
Highways, rights of passage
Up and down western slope peaks
And triple digit speeds haunting regardless,
Did he take to wrap the glowing corpse of a
Missed childhood. Not enough, certainly, not
Yet.
A long while later, a whirlwind of
Rearrangement, and the world was
Unrecognizable: man had his
Claim in the stars, and looked well
Beyond to dull, dead rocks that
Promised some sort of raw wealth; hubris
Knows no bounds, and history
Only repeats itself if
You know it.
But he was the lucky few, a
Captain, the product of incredible effort:
Silent nights, loveless afternoons
Crammed in a g-force simulators or
Library cubicles, confines of
Greater aspirations; the bike sought
Dust, and so dust found it, and it
Seemed fitting. But he made it at
a cost useless to think about, and the
Reward was not distance from
Her great trials, but the chance to
Have it all come to a stillness that he
Had craved since the dawn of his
Memory broke over the east.
So there he was,
Captain light-year, alone in a
Thing that resembled no human effort
To ever come before, a star caught in a
Jar of polyceramic-something, whatever,
He wasn't a materials guy, but there he
Was, and the itching in his hands wouldn't
Go, and the ground control encouraged
Restraint, just a little, before full throttle,
But he couldn't help himself:
How could you expect him to, with all
His history? Poor devil, they thought, as
The thing caught up to the light that
Had robbed him, kept him prisoner,
But to him, finally,
Eye to eye,
There it was:
.
And as the first left its tomb,
Raced towards the sunset at a pace that left the roar of its own
Raging flight breathless behind,
As it kissed the long spindly fingers
Of ticker-tape pulses of enemy sonar,
And shone star-like on blinking backlit monitors,
Between demands for action and the prickling,
Electric air
of fear,
Nothing was said,
Nothing was done,
And staid that way till the thing
Birthed a sun, the first, in the middle of Brooklyn,
And though he knew no hope for them,
Too late by even the second before it woke,
Maybe he could afford it,
Pay it forward,
By a turned cheek,
And silence,
…
Wandering spirit, son of
Heelers, horse breakers,
Semiphores and rhythm, schooners,
Brig-bared, thatch-dweller-were,
Coventry's youth, boy,
Child of husbanders and
Magistrates, hawk-nosed
Palatines, grey-skinned stone-
speaking dogs,
Oh, young
boy, too much of it, youth,
In that youth, having it stain your
Hound-mouth hung high, great toothy
Smile,
So you had higher humor, and
You had, by memory-played
strings, dull
And amber, caster of shadows, locket-languishing
Haunt of homeland, now known to be
Made to hang from
Telephone poles tacked to
Castle'd buttes colored in tongues
Somewhere new, and men there
Having had their skin made from the
Same red soil as the spells speaking
They to you.
Oh son, hinterland orphan,
To see you now, fondness in
My chest that runs warm,
And know no main could certainly
Rob that sweetly from my heart,
Yours to mine, and have remembrance
Be swept by chilling course of wavering
Heights, but in doubt does my certainty
Become salt-choked, loured
With foam, and so
Do I hesitate, and hold uncertainty a
Sweetness in the tongue that
Tears leap out:
Has your stranger habit robbed you of
Your fonder nature? Better to have it
Bound up tight, no greater surprise to
Savages, but
I look to your
Eyes, and see cloudiness, though they
Kin as those that
Cling tight to the crest of shore
Beaters, here now colored by
A kind of light, and the beaming ray
Of newfound spirit, and though
They as mine, that they have their
Share of fine touch, to you is a kind of
Paleness that draws close,
Arrests,
Reeks
on its breath
candied air, testament to
Those airs, unkempt and dark, turning
Winds that tear cross great seas of
weed, grass and beasts like hummocks of
Muscle and horn, and no,
They to not often take, no,
but willingly had.
Oh, right, I was just here:
Oh, I was just right, here
Oh, here was just I right,
Here, oh, was just right, I,
Here right was just, I, oh,
I, here, oh, was just right,
Just here was right, oh I,
Here just was right, oh, I,
Right here just was, oh I,
Just right was here, oh I,
Right, here, was just, oh I.
Her body was wrapped in plastic by the shore,
And, to wit, I could have sworn that I had just
Been here before: knew that she, at this end the
World would come, rise up, refulgent,
Like that mourn star, or the closer sun, and
Sing something to sing awful, and awfully, and the world, willingly,
would
Cease to be. And so darkness cloud my vision,
And the reeking stench the ocean wrap’d my throat up
In memory that yet to pass,
And a sea bird come and spread its wing darkly,
As that sail hung tattered from yielding fir, just as
I could have sworn I was just here, and her body…
What were once dream,
Subtle, faint and star-shaped
hazily in that of yours,
Of kind,
Disposed as similar, but
Quietly were they, and
As proof by your curled lips,
Were it preffered, did it
Stand to reason that were tender
Wonders, wonder wordless, and
Were it but a moment
No matter, for the dreamer
A good proof that it was,
And so then enough, so then
For gentleness, and furrowed
Brow regardless, that
Were the dream anything else,
Somehow, senselessly, that it
Could be had in the way wanted,
And only the simple matter of
Learning, patience against
Standstill silvers and trembling
Tide, could it
Always be as much.
What surprise he might've known
But didn't; despite a mind
Made of the same stuff that shone
Terribly bright in the further
Kind he looked upon when the
Day to her bed, rosy and overgrown, and
Her boy, with no tanness, no
Evidence of days spent in midday
Toil, no freckle or kiss of vulgar color,
Sable in the sky as he is, sit still and
Scowl at the rougher type, those things
Made to be bound to the stinking
Soil of sows and heifers and sires,
Yes, of the same type that flickering
Flame of candle-lit waking, sublime
Sense, but of a proportion of smaller part
Than even the dankest corner of
The cobwebby thoughts of unsympathetic
Majestry, whose darkness, effortlessly, out shown any variety of that
Triumphant genius known as willingness.
No, nothing as much could've been had by
That tight frock of dark curl and skin giving
And smooth to be taken and made to
Bear by waters kind and flowing but
Certainly having, the thought that as he,
Adam, black mother and the still kind hour of the glossy reign of that diminutive sun, stood before
What assumed his familiarity, form not
Unlike ten fingers, and legs like the
Height of him to the hip, and wings all
Round to prefigure a sort of expectation,
That the thing that had brightness in him
To outdo the midday lady of giving,
Could have had envy as he did, garden
Keeper, a sanguine machine that breathed hotness and deference, and the succor
Of flower, fruit, vine, bower, and what this
Little man may not have had as those
More deserving did he make up for in
A kind of care, a word that to dare to
Speak an aspersion even in contemplation,
The thing that made of the morning
Star tears to run stinging and burn like iron on skin
From fire quickly to brand his
Fair cheek.
She was beautiful, and
Had many names from many
Kinds of people, all different and
Sweet, loving and fair in
Her ways: For as
Many to have her in mind
So did she recall faces, and
Forms, all as gracious as
Any before. But who
Would have guessed that
The kindness of her lot,
Someone afforded such
Blessing to be likeness to
Great variety, diffuse light
Herself shone upon and
reflected a world of real good-
ness, my God, what a feeling:
But who could have thought,
Certainly not I, nor you, or
Us, that to be it all is a kind
Of curse against being
Anything in particular?
Seems that the big fella forgot
That to afford choice,
Unparalled will, or parallel
To tendencies higher than
Even fanciful aspirations,
Is to find them accepting,
Having,
The babes,
Their swollen bellies
of a suffering
Supper that only
Begets itself,
And to dress themselves in
Malaria, flies, often
Grey, calloused eyes, and the
Thought, to
Have that be their
Preferred lot, of
Degree from
Adam and his
Poor sire, seems
A little
Mean.
Their language, once of
Streams and brooks and elms that
Hurried to the smooth breast of their
Little valleys, green and pretty, well
Manicured, and scenes of sunsets
And sunrises, now framed in some
Stuffy museum, now
Remembered, now only as those
Painted and remembered, but once
Where they had no other choice to
Be, not memory yet, but the place where
Their labor and toil were yet to be the
Nostalgia of a kind of noble mind
That had never known the
Postholing mud, nor the unquestionable
God in the flaxen hair of a great
Sleeping girl in the breeze,
Now words that had a newness to them,
The same words, the same specie of
Stone made to talk of great men and
Greater deeds, clanwiseness and
Kinhood, now silly and spoken in ways
Made to slur.
The weight of their hearts were weighed
And found to be much lighter: little wild
Beasts, not much of a surprise that the
Light of a field mouse to be proportional,
Though no less fine and noble a kind of
Kiss of reminding.
So was The Thought, then, that,
to the little ones,
what with their according divinity,
no less of Favor but lower by virtue,
closer to the soft breath of her heart,
so had their own kind of holiness.
Though too little too late was it known that
for them this garden of Rest was their higher paradise,
the willing work of a million billion Souls singing in step to
keep it as much, and
That they aspired to no greater heaven as
Those yoked souls cairned in clay did, who
Knew of a dim memory of Repose, and no
Toil, choice, or death, things the little ones
Did not mind nor fear, because they were content,
Those grateful ones, for their lot, and of humor,
Chose no foul temper.
This is what is meant by the meek shall inherit
I guess what is left.
And as man's son did kill death, sweetly, so did they,
but as though with kindness even
Greater than the greatest. They knew no fear,
And sought no higher court, no greater
Paradise, but did that yoked soul of
Higher reason and choice and toil,
Lacking the arms of all other angels,
But not their wit, took the deathless clay
And made it bend, unyielding and now unfamiliar,
towards the stars in a
Manner not unfamiliar to their Aspiration?
For only the joy of want to be
The enduring sturdiness of
Great simplicity,
So it was: a dreamer of
Broad leaves, and great
Height, blueness and bark, and the
Little things all around
That lived on it, and made
It, the dreamer, a home, of
Kindred spirits: They gratefully
To be in habit of a
Steady sleeper returned the
Favor by
Certainly being in waking
The gift of a memory that
Never faded.
And so each
Dream there was only the want
To be, and there it was being,
And never did the joy go
Anywhere else, nor
Did they, for a similar
Wont, so they the
Tree remained, and would
So long as the joy was had.